I have to admit I´m not especially a fan of children other than my own of course, other peoples kids are the ones screaming on public transportation or throwing themselves on the floor on shops, they´re also the one you can´t shout, shut up too. My own girls of course are angels or maybe I´d just like to believe that.
I don´t particulary want more kids of my own, might be I´m a bit afraid of being a single mum again. But anyway.
I´ve recently felt fine, nothing special going on to be sad or particulary happy about but after all shit I´ve gone through it felt nice to have a mellow period. BUT
Bomb one. The X:s girlfriend is moving in with him. *dislike*
Bomb two which is way way heavier than the first: My dad who´s 58 is expecting a baby with his girlfriend 39. I am devastated since my dad´s so old.
So this time the babynew made me upset, sad, angry, sorry, and chocked.
Now I have kinda eliminated all men in my life since my dad and I aren´t speaking after a huge fight. My X is well an X. And that´s it.
So now I´m waiting for bomb number three....
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JAg förstår att det känns jobbigt för dej...Men månne det inte blir lättare med tiden.KRAMIZ
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